Dark Messiah!!!

Broken since birth,i dwelled in the darkness from the start
supposed to be human,yet only despair could find the way to my heart,,
screaming & dreaming & crying i have been all alone
doomed in misery,,now i realise how long i have been on my own..

i want to know that you love me for true
dont want those eyes closed when i take off the mask infront of you,,
you have lost the feeling that you betrayed me
ugly though i am..that was just good enough for you to hate me...

shattered dreams and haunted nights..
that guilty conscience of mine..comes back every time i turn off the lights,,
they say i dont laugh enough..but my wounds see my smiles
the cries resonate throught the nights..they travel a 100 miles...

i kill myself..i kill so that i wll be free
i kill myself..i kill so that i wll no longer have to be me,,
might be hard to believe but its true
there are nights i cried coz i had no escape..may be i wanted to be you...

i wasnt always like this..it wasnt planned what i became
but that smiling face in the mirror..him & me were never the same,,
darkness got me through when there were no lights..its something i can never forsake
i am broken like a kid..so yeah the smiles are all fake...

a time comes when the pain refuses to increase further
i lost my paradise..those feet of my mother,,
these are the moments the heart feels crushed..you become miserable
but i never let you see what i had become..for you i was always dispensable...

there are reasons i am alone..why i am always at the very end of the line
reasons that i am tainted..i have got demons which are mine,,
wounds of mine tell a tale i am unable to tell
but they will all be at peace once they see me arrive at the gates of hell...

i dont want to be the angle of light..i am no christ
i am proud of what i have become...for i am The Dark Messiah!!