a liar!!!

My love has risen from the ashes of lies
Where the broken dreams scream out..but those tears keep quiet
Dreams which were about you..in which you dared to smile
But dreams were my own imagination…my own tales of lies

Lost by my loss..i saw my world pass by..but I did try
I tried to grasp it..couldnt hold on..a broken heart is too strong a tide
The world meant nothing to me if only I could keep you by my side
But what if I broke that heart again…so I had to lie

My insecurities take over me the moment I go to sleep
They invade my dreams..they take you away from me
May be they knew you would leave if you knew what I was inside
This life is already cursed with my regrets..so I had to lie

I never wanted to hurt you..why would i??
Dead and tired from inside..but yet not a tear in your eye
Remember I had told you I will always be there for you
But what if I failed again…what if again I had to lie

This night it sings symphonies of its own
It cries out in its own bful way…alone it chooses to mourn
Why didnt I learn to cry..why do I feel dead inside
A smile I could fake…but your screams never lied…

I did love you…in my own psychic way as much as I could
Never had that perfect smile…but my darkness you understood
I don’t want the pain to be lifted…lets pray for no rain
Let the fire burn me inside again..in my graveyard of hate I saw her…n I watched her leave again…