My lament...

I wish some how I could heal all the wounds
Which your tears left on this fragile heart
I wish you still would have been here with me
We could play the story again from the start...

I wish you would know how much I miss you
You were heart and my soul too
I lost the count of the nights I would cry
Life without you here is already hell...
I just wish even I would die

Among thousands alone I stand
Knowing that you are gone,knowing that nobody is gonna hold my hand...
Yet I don’t ask for anything,coz I know you love me ---
We were not destined to be together
I regret it,but yet im not sad

I don’t know if I grew up the right way
I wonder if you looked at me what would you say
But I do know that you are my idol, I only looked up to you
These million miles don’t mean anything to me
Coz I love you, n I wont let anything separate me from you...

Thousand days have passed away
But I stiil run away from the pain
As darkness spreads I still wait for you
Refusing to see reality,even though even your lips were blue...

there had to be an end,, time would never wait
but somethings are imposible to forget,,that is my fate
but how cannot i lament something that i lost
you may not realise it but you have gone away so far.......