Monday, January 3, 2011

My own Insecurities!!!

Just temme this much..why do I find my smiles in your tears
I hear whispers in the dark..is that why I pushed you off the stairs
My sins are my haven from my own brutality..
Scary it might be..the night always accepted my reality...

Turn off the lights,, & the candles will blow out themselves
The angels despise the dark…my faith will die itself
The good and the evil, now are the same..its just one
I will push you to your limit..but pls don’t leave…pls don’t run...

All my life I have struggled to comprehend love..its alien to me
My reflection is my partner in crime..it hides what others don’t see
If I tell you what Im..will you still be there
Or would I be a prisoner to your love..with hope no where near...

You are the only one I love..if only I knew how to love
These hands of mine some how always end up hurting the one I love
Oo angel of love and hate…
Why did you make me like this..why does my love suffocate...

Your neck hurts..i will fuckin break mine
I don’t know how to keep you happy…without you I have lost my mind
Its scary to see what we have become when I look in the mirror
The sea kept me thirsty..the sky kept me waiting for ever...

Everyday is like a battle, everyday I wana see you cry
Dead I have been inside too long..your screams is what I need to shatter my lies
Together we will build a home..with my darkness and your light
My scars never heal with time…together we will scream in the depth of the night...

As the sun sets on me…so does my shadow too…
The glowing moon is like the forbidden love..the dark stars knew it too
All im capable of is giving tears..her smile wasn’t true
In this self hatred I grew up…I never knew I was capable of destroying you…

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